December 2010
Day Five: Six things you wish you'd never done.
1. trusting the unworthy.
2. letting all the people who never really cared get to me.
3. kissed your lips, and sucked your tongue; I was way too young.
4. not fighting for my stay… well maybe that journey was one I needed…
5. letting you see me cry, you weren’t worth my tears.
6. fighting for you to stay, I should’ve let you leave the first time.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1 - what am I doing today?!
2 - what time is it?
3 - SLEEEEEEEEEP. :D
4 - Rave?! :]
5 - what am I wearing today?
6 - FOOOOOOOOD.
7 - friends, familia & my kitty. <3
Waiting On Him.
tedeezy:
She’s tired of being the one who
sends the first text,
the first call,
starts the conversation & keep it alive,
& say “I miss you” or “I love you” first & only having you say it back.
She would love a random “I miss you”, for you to drag out a conversation, to be the one picking up the phone, to make it seem like you care.
Sometimes, she even waits for you...
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Take the time to figure me out
Be there when I need you most
Buy me little things to remind me of you.
Surprise me with cute shit like unexpected texts, calls, notes or letters.
Talk to me. Keep a conversation going for hours. Stupid shit we can both laugh about or something more intellectual — mind sex.
Be goofy with me. & have that love-hate relationship with me.
Tell me you love me,...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. My name is Margaret Marie Elizabeth Luciano
2. I’m a Pisces ; March 4th 1992’
3. I overthink and over analyse everything.
4. I hate where I live and I can’t wait to get out of this place.
5. I hesitate to trust.
6. I have a theory that everyone I know will fuck me over.
7. I’m a raver & a kandii kid.
8. I tell myself everyone would be better off if I were...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten...
1 - I know what you tried to do, and it really hurts me that you would try & do something like that to me… I don’t even know if you ever cared for me… that hurts…
2 - I hope that just because certin things have changed in your personal life recently, it doesn’t mean our friendship changes; I wouldn’t wanna lose you as a friend.
3 - I really do miss you, so...
Day 30 - your relfection in the mirror... or the...
So if it wasn’t the mirror was I supposed to look into my reflect in the water? Ok, seriously now…
Dear You, The constant letters I wrote to someone never did it have to be myself, then finally a while ago I decided the only person I needed to love first & foremost was me. Its been a long time since I can honestly say I’ve put myself first, & that is what hurts me most - I give so ...
Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything...
To be honest; there is a lot of people this letter could be written for, considering I don’t have trust like that for anyone… There’s a lot of people I wish I could spill my heart too. Hear their insights & their thoughts. I wish I could learn to open up more… actually… I wish I opened up to the right people more… x/3
Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
Dear Genocide,
Bro, I couldn’t think of a better person to write about for this topic. Truth is, I miss you so fucking much son! Lately we haven’t been as close as we should be ; but the weather & your job have a big influence on that. Since the age of 14, you have ALWAYS been there for me; holding me down & having my back - You have helped me learn so many life...
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew only for...
Who to choose?
I’ll choose this day to write to people that have met me once & have been nice to me, like my friend’s friend at their parties, or even the people I give money to at the gas stations. I mean some people at gas stations are jerks, but they were nice enough to smile & say you welcome. The friend’s of friends would make me laugh & even though they’ve never seen me...
Day 26 - last person you made a pinky promise too.
I haven’t really made a pinky promise to anyone lately. If I have I honestly wouldn’t remember. If I would have changed this topic it wouldn’t have went with the 30 day challenge, so I left it as is & decided to be honest.
The only person I have made a promise to lately was myself, so if that counts for something, then this day would go to me.
Most relationships fail not because of the absence...
“girls love too much and boys love too many”
Day 25 - group of people going threw the worst...
Our lives were easier in the summer… But its cold now… So its not as easy now… I hope everyone is doing good & staying out of the cold…
Love you guys, 59th st will see us again next summer… <3
Day 24 - The group that gave you your favorite...
Anti-Prom 2010; the best start to summer 2010* [;
Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
Dear Daryl Lestrade; better known as Quess Soundz,
Soo, I’m currently on the phone with you & you are the reason I’ve decided to finish this 30day challenge, I’m pretty sure its just because you wanna see what I have to write about you - but that’s not the point. So your the last person I kissed, shouldn’t be a surprise considering your my boyfriend. (12squared...